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1.
Little jaw Where the mouth used to be Broken law Where the truth was before The words I say Are always too in line Ain’t that the way I’ll always be behind I’ll always be behind I woke up today With a pain in my hand I twist my wrist And watch it roll I ain’t got no soul I’m just a man killing time And I’ll always be behind I’ll always be behind So stop the car Stop it right on down the road I will walk from here My fate, it ain’t that far I got stubborn legs Where my good ones used to be Oh it’s such a breeze When you’ll always be behind Hell I’ll always be behind I’ll always be behind
2.
Wake up in the morning Smoke stuck to my chin Beer and every wine and every spirit in my skin Someone lying near me Sighing softly in the dim I look far in the mirror down into my very soul It smiles and oh it shivers With a quiet little grin I look past the mirror, the morning whispers of my sin I walk outside the bedroom A chamber just for me People in the sunlight feel so strange to me Night falls in a hurry Dark swings like an axe Of beer and every wine and everyone and everything Dreams pass in the bar room They drip from mouth to mouth Love swims in the wino, young hearts filled to the brim I gaze into my lover I feel a sense of me Of beer and every wine and every numb and something, everything Wake up in the morning Smoke stuck to my chin Beer and every wine and every spirit in my skin
3.
Harry with a heart of gold Extracted from his weathered hands A piece of china shaped into a bull He gave it to a girl he knew And she took to him out the blue So goes the way of Harry heart of gold With wild hair and easy eyes A broken lip and smoky sighs He’d make you be a fool for his cool But you could never be mad He’d always make you feel less sad His heart of gold was up there with the sun One time I fell upon my head Broke the skin, the blood had fled There was no one there to save me I could see But Harry showed up drunk as hell And carried my ass up the stairs And turns out it was just a little scratch He had a way of trickin’ you Into never bein’ blue Throwin’ empty seeds into the wind He even had a child, he said He left in Massachuse, he said And nothin’ made him sadder, oh he said But now he’s gone up the stairs The girls who loved him shed the tears And the sun never shone as bright again But I’ll remember Harry, yes For all he was, and that he ain’t Cause’ baby, he was such a pretty fool
4.
Sorrow Song 02:22
Every day I wander far Every night I wonder why Worlds of darkness in my eyes Wicked thoughts and sorrows high Every day I travel there Every night I swallow air Thick and filled with sadness, I Wander where my heart will die Every day I think the thought Every night I take them all In their sleep and in their dreams Lovers all are wont to me So heed my words, believe my swear Gravity will take you there Down into depths we lay Bodies in the forests sway Every day I travel far Every night I wonder why Worlds of darkness in my eyes Wicked thoughts and sorrows high
5.
Fire spoke to me one night Years ago, when I was young Sittin’ in the woods with a couple of friends It told me of the world ahead Lots of crying, people dead And everything red and full of flame I put it away, to this day And when we went to sleep that night We put out the fire with our piss But in the night, my friend he saw A strange light and heard a man’s words He would never forget In the mornin’, we laughed and joked And walked from those old woods And didn’t see each other for a while It was only yesterday I heard What had happened that night My friend was cryin’ on the phone It took me back to a simpler time At only about half past nine When we were so fresh and full of life I still don’t know what that man said But I think it wasn’t good And I just hope it wasn’t the devil himself
6.
My love is only in the dream My ears cracked and without seam My heart is only in the dream My clothes teared and once belonged to me My soul is only in the dream My jeans worn on him behind the mirror My face is only in the dream My lips worn on mouths across the sea My love is only in the dream My ears cracked and without seam My heart is only in the dream My clothes teared and once belonged to me My soul is only in the dream My jeans worn on him behind the mirror My face is only in the dream My lips worn on mouths across the sea
7.
She’s on her way up north Through the rocks and wooden valleys She has the wildest hair That she cut before she left Waves of the country live in her eyes She follows them lest she dies She can have me Anytime she wants to But she who has wandered far To the Redwoods and Big Sur Now she speaks the forest tongue Deep inside her gut Oh, how I wish to be upon her Every wind reminds me of her But she’s on her way up there Under sun and moon a wanderin'
8.
I kept a boy in my closet To take the pain away Of being a man So I could live like him I fought a man half my size To keep my pride If words could kill, I’d change the ones That took my life away I felt my love was dying So I wrote a song for it I felt my hands get wiser And I learned from them I kept a skin under my bed I would wear when things were bad But now I don’t fight When it rains, it pours, it rolls away It rolls away If my heart was strung on a spool If I could never be a fool The heartache I will always feel If it’d only make me blue I kept my mind for life’s sake I gave my love for her sake I feel my bones get older Each and every day I kept a boy in my closet To take the pain away So I could live like him

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Recorded live at Electrosound Studio in Beverly Hills, CA on April 27, 2013.

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released May 8, 2013

Vocals/Guitar - Paul Bergmann
Drums - Laura Doolin
Bass/Organ - Jason Hiller

All songs written by Paul Bergmann.

Recorded and mixed by Jason Hiller.

Cover art by Laura Lit. Original photo by Phillip Kim.

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Paul Bergmann New Haven, Connecticut

In his relentless oeuvre-building, Paul has amassed an especially articulate kind of existentialism: what it means to persist, and to create, in a world which dies in the near distance. In No Masters in Paradise, the form of the songwriter’s ballad, in the hands of an expert, is turned inward for comfort, resisting the base lure of worldly approval. ... more

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